Ogras means headache. Memang headache pun. Since the semester starts till now Im so headache. With the classes and with the students' attitude. They drive me crazy all the time.
Ni nak citer pasal minggu lepas. This semester I lectures three different classes ( Intro to Comm, Interpersonal Comm. & Theory of Media Comm) and 3 diff semester ( 1,3,5). Alhamdulillah, so far my interpersonal classes are doing great. Subjectnya amat ku suka and students2 nya pun sama. I taught this 3 semesters students before and 99% of students dah kenal. So we are getting closer right now. I know their attitude and they also know my style of teaching. It become easier for me to handle these people.
Well, talking about 5 semester students, they are pretty good too. These student I ajar Theory of Media. Yang ni bermasalah nya adalah subject. Amat laa membosankan.. Really, lecturer pun baca notes ngantuk apa ntah lagi students2 ku yang kurang memahami isi kandungan subject ini. Elllooooo.... its theory !! What do u expect right?? The name of the subject also is sound so bored!! What more the content. I cant blame my students .. its hard to understand, very long info. for each chapters. Disebabkan kesian dan kasihku terhadap students2 ku ini, I take an initiatives to make notes for them. I make notes so called "mind-mapping notes". Bagus punya lecturer kan? Ader u all punya lecturer cam ni?? Dulu Miss Nik ader buat cam tu ker kat students dia?? Hahah.... Miss Nik x buat cam tu sbb dulu students2 budak cam kanak2 unta kat sini. Miss Nur kat sini terpaksa carik jalan utk bagi tarikan students2 paham dan ingat membaca. Well, the students in this class are easy too handle even this is my first time teaching them. Most of my students semuanya dah besar2 and mature2 blaka.
Satu lagi subject ialah subject Intro to Comm, semester 1 students. Aaaa... intro, subjectnya amat laa senang. Less preparation coz this is only at my finger tips. TETAPI...TETAPI.. BUT..BUT.. class ni laa yang slalu I mengucap panjang. Dalam class ni, ader benda yangku lakukan hanya dikelas ni and tidak di mana2 kelas lain...
- mengucap panjang. Astarafirullahal azim ( more than 5 times in each class)
- membebel cam mak nenek ( i guess better than mak nenek)
- tenung kat students lama2 ( slalunya kat students yg buat salah)
- leave the class before time
- hazin ( sad+ mad)
This class semuanya boys and they really drive me crazy. I guess this is the most craziest class I have ever taught!! What make me crazy are:
- they are talking never stop like a fish market ( more than that I believed)
- they never understand what I want
- never answer my questions
- not even bring notes, books or pen to the class
- came to class like watching me a movie star
- duk kat krusi pun berpeluk tubuh dgn lectures
- never care whats happening to the class
- etc..ect...ect ( x tertype..so and so many)
Well, I feel exhausted and really sad after this class. All the time since at the beginning of the semester. I will be kind to my students if they behave well and I will become devil if they are not. Really... coz of one group students make "dajal" in class. I just really cant stand them.
Its pity to those who want to study and listen to my lectures. Ada laa dalam 7 orang out of 25 yg betul2 nak blajar. The others suka main2.. x larat laa.. seriously since Im getting older I feel I cant stand with this kind of thing anymore.
Well, told you earlier.. since I was here Im very patient. Extremely patient with everything. Alahmdulillah laa kan compared when I was in Malaysia.. x penah sabar and x penyabar pun. Really, I need to admit that... but not here.
Tapi kan.. kesabaran ku dah tahap maksimum... tu yg terus meletup cam bom. Ogras!! Ogras!!
Last week, I gave a paper to each of these students and ask them to write something that they wanted to tell me. Its like a personal letter from them to me. They can write their problems to me and I promise with them I will never get angry in what they are going to write to me. Will be happy to change anything if Im wrong.
What I got... puhh.. amat laaa tidak ku menduka sama skali. These are some of the papers written by them:
Its pity to those who want to study and listen to my lectures. Ada laa dalam 7 orang out of 25 yg betul2 nak blajar. The others suka main2.. x larat laa.. seriously since Im getting older I feel I cant stand with this kind of thing anymore.
Well, told you earlier.. since I was here Im very patient. Extremely patient with everything. Alahmdulillah laa kan compared when I was in Malaysia.. x penah sabar and x penyabar pun. Really, I need to admit that... but not here.
Tapi kan.. kesabaran ku dah tahap maksimum... tu yg terus meletup cam bom. Ogras!! Ogras!!
Last week, I gave a paper to each of these students and ask them to write something that they wanted to tell me. Its like a personal letter from them to me. They can write their problems to me and I promise with them I will never get angry in what they are going to write to me. Will be happy to change anything if Im wrong.
What I got... puhh.. amat laaa tidak ku menduka sama skali. These are some of the papers written by them:
Each of students wrote something... ada yg faham ada yg I x paham...
Look at this.. dia ckp I never smile.. Cam mana nak smile kalau dah asyik duk bengang jerr memanjang bila masuk class ni.
Tetiba jer x paham topic "barrier in comm." sbbnya after writing this I want to do quiz for them on that topic. Bijak2...
Adakah anda faham bahasa apakah yg digunakan oleh studentku ini?? Spelling.. Ya Rabbi.. masalah utama diaorg. Zeinas tu means bagus.. siut jerr kan.. suka2 dia jer nak tulis campur2.. Bengong tul kan!!!
Tengok yang ni best teacher in my life tu.. Dashyat kan.. Yang paling bestnya, ayat yg last skali.. "Please help me in marks"... tu laaa statement yg setiap pelajar wajib ckp kat lecturernya..Blajarnya malas, asyik nak suruh tolong jer memanjang.. bleh??
Ni yang salah sorang yg nak belajar...
Kononnya dia memahami laa kawan2 dia punya perangai and rasa simpati atas apa yg terjadi ;((
Ni yang paling best.. bila plak laa I cakap kat diaorg yang i dah kawin and one more sejak bila laa Im from china?? Ohh tidak... ogras!!!
Dengan kata lainnya amatlah ku sakit jiwa dgn kanak2 unta ni. Ni baru dapat satu class... cuba 7..8 class. I guess I need to stop lecturing here and go back to Malaysia. Please.. really pray no more students like them for the next semester.




